Baked Beans - 147 cals
Pink lady apple - 60 cals
Orange x2 - 120
Vegetable Soup - 188
Total calories: 515
I'm not particularly happy about this. I feel like i've eaten too little and that when i wake up tomorrow, i will pay for it with a dizzy head and no energy. I haven't even tried to avoid food today, i've just had zero appetite.. I'm not sure if my dads illness had finally spread it's wings and joined me. Although it could be that i only had 4 hours sleep last night, and am therefore exhausted. I guess the plus side to this is that i should definitely be lower than 139lbs tomorrow morning.
I'm starting to plan my day around sleeping, as in, i won't let myself fall asleep until a specific time, meaning that i won't wake up too early. That and the lack of either food or an immune system is rendering me useless in the evenings..
But tomorrow should be good! I'm off to one of my favourite places, Tenby! You know those places where you feel instantly at home and at peace? Well i have three of them, Chepstow/Tutshill, Tenby and Greece. So being able to wander the familiar cobble streets, wander down the deserted beach, and sit in my favourite restaurant with a good book, is sounding extremely dreamy and therapeutic.
Ending the blog on a random and seemingly egotistical note.. Last night i had like, a three second dream which i can remember vividly. I dreamt i was in Tesco's reaching for some vegan mango ice cream. That's it! Although i was viewing myself through someone else's eyes. So all i saw was a svelte young woman, wearing light blue denim shorts, brown swede ankle boots and a red tartan type shirt, with my hair in a ponytail. It was an incredibly motivational few seconds, being able to see what i could look like and what i could be wearing this summer.
M x
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