Crap.

Woke up feeling extremely dizzy. When i got out of bed i almost fell over because my head was swimming that much. But this was a very familiar dizziness, one that i used to experience almost daily a few years ago. It was the 'low blood sugar' dizziness. Well, seeing that i'm going on a long trip today i can't afford to almost fainting whenever i decide to move. So i decided to go and get a piece of toast and jam. Bad move. I grabbed two pieces of toast, slathered them with jam. Ran back to the bread bin, grabbed another piece of toast, this time with butter and marmite. You think i;m done? Nope. I also then made porridge with milk!! I'm practically a vegan and i had milk!!

Needless to say, i'm feeling extremely guilty from overeating and from having an animal product. After devouring the milky porridge i feel like i have some parasite dwelling in me. A cruel cruel parrasite. I can't even purge as my gag reflex is practically non-existent.

Anyway now 'bingeing bells' are going off in my head. And all i can think about is overeating. I've had enough sugar though. All i want is savoury food! And seeing that i'm gonna be eating out today with my mum i don't see how i'm going to be able to resist, seeing that i've already screwed my day up monumentally. I think i'm gonna have to go and buy some vegan ice cream, just in case i have another 'low blood sugar day' and i don't reach for the milk..