So this will be my 4th or maybe 5th attempt at keeping a blog. I've attempted blogger once before and the other times? Tumblr! Me and Tumblr came to a disagreement at least three times. So i thought i should just cut all ties and revert back to my original blogger website..
Who am i, you ask? That is a question that even I find difficult to answer.. You guessed it! I am an 18 year old girl(?), young adult(?), woman(?), living in South Wales. My paranoid self won't let me disclose my name for now, although i'm sure as i become acquainted with my new personnel space of the internet i will let slip my name for all to see. For now, you can call me Maggie. Reasons for this? a) Because it is slightly similar to my real name and has the same first initial. b) I have always wanted to be called this. c)If i ever find someone daft enough to have children with me, i will name my first daughter this.
I feel like i could easily ramble on. Which i have never had the feeling to do on a blog before, so i am taking this as a positive sign. To reduce your torture i will do a quick list about myself and then another short(ish) paragraph.
List
I love any sort of escapism. Books, Films, Travel, i love it! In fact, i obsess over it.
I am a vegetarian, slowly becoming vegan.
I have suffered with various eating disorders - EDNOS, Binge Eating Disorder, Anorexia.
I am 5ft 9. Ginger hair. Blue eyes.
Strange things make me happy, whether it be sitting in coffee#1 with Jazz music in the background, or looking at the clear night sky and seeing stars.
I had/have social anxiety.
I have/do suffer with PTSD.
I speak fluent Welsh.
So this blog is being started, as most of these types of blogs do, because i have had a major binge, proceeded to look on the scale - 145lbs - almost vomit with disgust, and then vow to never see that weight ever(!) again. I will state now that i do not condone eating disorders. So if you are here looking for tips i am respectfully asking you to leave. If you are here because you can relate to my ponderings, then i welcome you! I no longer suffer with an eating disorder, i just suffer with disordered eating.
(Rambling on to another paragraph) Plans? Tomorrow i am waking up at 6am and going for a quick jog with my dog. I will then go to my mums for an hour and have an espresso. I may then come back to have an apple or, to hell with it i may decide to fast.
Enjoy (or commiserate) my blog!
M x
