Tomorrow i'm going to post some pictures of my grotesque body. I feel fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. What's more, i binged. Again. I've eaten nearly an entire packet of pasta throughout the day. Not to count the weetabix, and beans on toast. I'm miserable. I hate myself. And i hate that i haven't really posted anything uplifting. I'm probably tiring to read. In a way i wish that people knew how unhappy i am, but whenever i'm with someone i put on a mask of happiness, that diminishes as soon as i'm left alone.
Also, i'm also starting the 'Healthy Skinny Girl, because for some reason even though i'm disgusting i still want to remain healthy. I desperately don't want to ruin my health for the long term. Here's a link for the 'Healthy skinny Girl' diet, just in case anyone else wants to follow it -
http://thinspirationaljourney.wordpress.com/2012/06/24/the-healthy-skinny-girl-diet/
M x
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