Wednesday, 29 May 2013

Sing song letters

Yesterday was brilliant, eating wise! I followed my plan to a tea and, voila! It worked. Today? Not so much. I think because i didn't write/type it down then i felt like i didn't have to follow it. Like what was the point? Basically, i binged. Throughout the damn day! So tomorrow i will be having:

Porridge with golden syrup - 250
Apple - 70
Roasted vegetables - 150
Mixed Nuts - 130
Rice with peas and onion - 450(?)
Total - 1050

Yesterday i also got asked out by a guy i've known since year 9 of secondary school.. I'm gonna say no but i don't know how to say it without hurting him. I mean we're good friends and all, but i think we're good friends because i don't see him that often. He has the exact same personality as me and an extremely dry sense of humor which i love! But he also has the capabilities of being passively controlling, which is not what i want. And although he's the same age as me, he's still a boy. I want a man. And i want to be courted - is that too much to ask for in the 21st century?!  Don't get me wrong i don't expect hand written letters and serenades but, i want cheesy romance and to feel both terrified and completely safe at the same time. Maybe i'm after something i've read so many times in my various books. Maybe it's not out here in the real world. Or maybe, just maybe, if i hang on just a little while, my soul mate will appear. Here's hoping!

M x 
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  1. TamaKocho30 May 2013 at 15:31

    Girl, I totally know what you're talking about. Where's a _man_ when you need one..

    I know a guy that I've been friends with for years, and I know that at one point he liked me more than friends (maybe still?) but I could never see him that way because he's still just a boy to me. Lol, maybe I'm too picky, but I'd rather be picky than settle for someone who isn't right for me.

    I know waiting can be hard, but I think it'll be worth it. Never give up! c=

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